hey everyone.

it's been a while.

done a lot since i've been here last. i finished my first year of college,fell even more in love with chris,had a great summer with my crew and now im back at school.

it's not bad. don't mind my teachers unlike last year [last semester more than anything]. i've made new friends already... and i've seen a lot of my old ones. so that's nice..

chris went away to penn state.. three hours away.. just makes me love him even more because we have a great support team. that's what I love about us.

meh.. at the moment..my brother seems to be going into his depressive side again. he's a senior in high school and he can't 'deal' with school. it's insane. he's nearly 18 and he can't deal with shit that happens in school..and yes,i know,high school isn't easy.. I know it wasn't. meh. this is just going to be hard on my parents once again... along with me.

oy.